A hand I'll never again hold.
I realize this is bold. Its upsetting. Its absolutely heart shattering to look at. It is VERY scary to post. I was going to tuck it safely in my blog...but then would it reach the ones who need it most? It is real...it is a little teeny tiny life lost. As I have prayed over and prayed over my miscarriage and what good can come from it I felt a pull to share this even though the heartbreak makes me want to throw up. A photo of my so deeply loved baby's hand...so people can put a picture to the LIFE of a 9.5 week old fetus. A growing, precious baby who's tiny flickering heart stopped. This is not meant to be a pro life or pro choice post - my heart feels far too heavy for debate. I just want to help people know THIS is a life. Even this early. Maybe God made me walk this heartbreaking path so I could share my story and help even one person see this is LIFE. A perfect little hand, even though angel babe never made it to 10 weeks. The detail in my babes spine, eyes, body...will be forever engraved in my mind. As painful as it was to miscarry at home and hold my baby in my palm - it is something I know it my heart God literally held me through. The pain of the process was the only way I could truly mourn and grieve the depths of the loss. So as I share this and know very well it could be reported or taken down...I pray it reaches those who need to see it. That this tiny hand makes a difference in the world and shows others that life starts at conception. That life grows so quickly and the detail of my tiny baby was evidence the God is truly our Creator. God heals us, forgives us, grieves and weeps with us. He never leaves. I'll be logging off for the day after posting this because its too much to process but God truly put it on my heart to share. Please be kind. 🖤 There is no room for judgement of a grieving mama. My inbox is always open if other mamas of miscarriage need me.
#missedmiscarriage
#miscarriage #miscarriagesupport #miscarriageawareness #life #godgavemeyou #godisalwaysgood #lossawareness #loss #pregnancyloss
I realize this is bold. Its upsetting. Its absolutely heart shattering to look at. It is VERY scary to post. I was going to tuck it safely in my blog...but then would it reach the ones who need it most? It is real...it is a little teeny tiny life lost. As I have prayed over and prayed over my miscarriage and what good can come from it I felt a pull to share this even though the heartbreak makes me want to throw up. A photo of my so deeply loved baby's hand...so people can put a picture to the LIFE of a 9.5 week old fetus. A growing, precious baby who's tiny flickering heart stopped. This is not meant to be a pro life or pro choice post - my heart feels far too heavy for debate. I just want to help people know THIS is a life. Even this early. Maybe God made me walk this heartbreaking path so I could share my story and help even one person see this is LIFE. A perfect little hand, even though angel babe never made it to 10 weeks. The detail in my babes spine, eyes, body...will be forever engraved in my mind. As painful as it was to miscarry at home and hold my baby in my palm - it is something I know it my heart God literally held me through. The pain of the process was the only way I could truly mourn and grieve the depths of the loss. So as I share this and know very well it could be reported or taken down...I pray it reaches those who need to see it. That this tiny hand makes a difference in the world and shows others that life starts at conception. That life grows so quickly and the detail of my tiny baby was evidence the God is truly our Creator. God heals us, forgives us, grieves and weeps with us. He never leaves. I'll be logging off for the day after posting this because its too much to process but God truly put it on my heart to share. Please be kind. 🖤 There is no room for judgement of a grieving mama. My inbox is always open if other mamas of miscarriage need me.
#missedmiscarriage
#miscarriage #miscarriagesupport #miscarriageawareness #life #godgavemeyou #godisalwaysgood #lossawareness #loss #pregnancyloss
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